Day II

The craving continues although the headaches and stomach pains have eased off. A 100% drop in nicotine input is planned for DAY III. The thought itself gives me the jitters. I ate a lot today. Hunger is very hard to control once you give in. Yet if you abstain then it becomes difficult to eat anything. The mind lost control today raging out of control while trying to study and play and create and steal. I need one more processor.

dead as dead can be/optimistic/one im sure/your ability/bald/vacant/face myself/ingenuity/disappoint/goals/venture/catatonic/tension